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forceshadowed: (πŸ’  02)
From: [personal profile] forceshadowed
kriff yes
adventure is my middle name

let me know when and where we’re meeting up and i’ll be there

Date: 2020-01-10 08:51 am (UTC)
forceshadowed: (πŸ’  04)
From: [personal profile] forceshadowed
[ Holy kriff, that is too adorable, and Jane laughs. ]

oh, sorry
it's an idiom
i meant to say that i'm always ready for adventure
you can replace "adventure" with any other word that describes a trait of yours

wait what? why?
you've never seen a human fly a ship before?

okay tomorrow at 0900 joors
got it

Date: 2020-01-10 02:21 pm (UTC)
forceshadowed: (⚜️ 03)
From: [personal profile] forceshadowed
yes, a title is one way to put it!
i can think of something for you and the others later, if you want?

me?
starscream?
he said that?


[ Well color her surprised. ]

Date: 2020-01-15 02:22 pm (UTC)
forceshadowed: (πŸ’  19)
From: [personal profile] forceshadowed
spending time with all of you will be perfect then
so i can give you the appropriate titles


[ Thankfully this is text because he might've heard start to laugh and then hold it back. ]

well, wow
what can i say, i'm honored?
but i'll let you be the judge of that when we meet up

Β» vosseeker

Date: 2020-01-28 01:39 pm (UTC)
forceshadowed: (πŸ”… 15)
From: [personal profile] forceshadowed
( continued from here )


really? that's sweet of him
tell me if you decided to step on the minister after all


[ It takes her a little over fifteen minutes to get to the gardens, but she gets there. She's in her uniform minus the helmet, but she's in a huffy enough mood to look like she'd rather be glammed up in a dress instead. ]

Date: 2020-03-11 11:23 am (UTC)
forceshadowed: (πŸ’  16)
From: [personal profile] forceshadowed
[ She pulls out her datapad, eyes widening as she looks at the scans of the protoforms. 11 sounds about right; sure, it had felt like a collective presence had slammed into her that first time she made, well, contact with the babies, but she'd sensed individual traces of them, too. They just hadn't been quite as defined at that moment.

She can't help beaming at the news, glad to see that they're healthy and growing up alright. There's a soft laugh as she realizes how she's starting to think like she's some sort of mother to them, but it's what it is. If she reaches into the Force and concentrates hard enough, she can even feel them glowing at a distance, radiating the pulsing warmth of distant stars. ]


This is great news. Your Parliament is satisfied?

Date: 2020-03-19 09:09 am (UTC)
forceshadowed: (πŸ’  20)
From: [personal profile] forceshadowed
Now, how much to tell the Supreme Leader...

[ Does Starscream realize that Jane's pleased simply because the protoforms are healthy, and not actually because she now has a bargaining chip? She's hardly even thinking that, not until he brings it up. ]

I could. Do you have any advice for me?

Date: 2020-03-22 10:29 am (UTC)
forceshadowed: (πŸ’  69)
From: [personal profile] forceshadowed
[ There's much she still has to learn, apparently.

She glances around for a moment, checking if there's anyone else in the area β€” not that there should be. ]
Mine. I know what the Order wants well enough.

Date: 2020-03-24 10:02 am (UTC)
forceshadowed: (πŸ’  20)
From: [personal profile] forceshadowed
[ She hums thoughtfully. That's right, she was going to ask for tech. A more efficient means of lightspeed travel, among others. ]

Do you think modifications can be made to my Silencer without the Order knowing?

[ It won't be much in the grand scheme of things, but it'll be something that's hers. ]

Date: 2020-03-29 12:31 pm (UTC)
forceshadowed: (πŸ”… 14)
From: [personal profile] forceshadowed
[ Hey, she might've learned a few things since her apprenticeship, but she also knows she's barely scratched the surface. ]

I want it to be able to hyperspace skip without falling apart.

Β» vosseeker

Date: 2020-05-06 01:59 pm (UTC)
forceshadowed: (πŸ’  38)
From: [personal profile] forceshadowed
[ A couple of hours after Jane and Knock Out go on a date this, Commander Starscream receives a series of messages in rapid succession. One message for one line / block of lines. How quaint. ]

HOW COULD YOU

HOW COULD YOU????

HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO KNOCK OUT
HE'S BEEN NOTHING BUT LOYAL TO YOU
HE'S YOUR FRIEND

POSSIBLY THE ONLY FRIEND YOU HAVE LEFT
BECAUSE WE'RE NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE


[ Real mature, Jane. ]

YOU DIDN'T JUST ASK HIM TO DO SOMETHING ILLEGAL
YOU HAD TO BE AN ASS ABOUT IT
WOULD IT KILL YOU TO DO SOMETHING NICELY FOR ONCE IN YOUR KRIFFING LIFE
YOU'RE EVEN THE ONE ASKING THE DAMN FAVOR

AND YOU SAY WE HUMANS ARE THE IDIOTS!!!

YOU ARE A JERK AND A HORRIBLE PERSON
A HORRIBLE PERSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OR WHATEVER IS THE LINGUISTICALLY CORRECT TERM
WHATEVER I DON'T CARE
ASSHOLE

YOU'RE JUST LIKE MY BROTHER
AND THAT'S NOT A COMPLIMENT

I HATE YOU


[ Yes, really mature, Janey. ]
Edited Date: 2020-05-06 02:02 pm (UTC)

Date: 2020-05-09 06:39 am (UTC)
forceshadowed: (πŸ’₯ 13)
From: [personal profile] forceshadowed
YOU ARE KRIFFING UNBELIEVABLE
UNBELIEVABLE


[ Knock Out had a debt and he just collected?! Clearly Starscream feels no remorse for what he's done, and if Jane were sober, she'd realize the Commander has an ability for emotional manipulation after all and learn to be wary about it. But she's drunk and high and so very upset β€” even the protoforms could sense that, no doubt β€” that all she can manage at this point is something stupid like yell at him over the network.

The last time she'd been this upset was after Ben had killed their father. She'd yelled at him then, too. ]


OH NOW YOU'RE THREATENING ME?
WHAT HAPPENED TO NOT TAKING MATTERS SO CLOSELY TO SPARK?
YOU DON'T WANT TO MAKE AN ENEMY OF ME, COMMANDER STARSCREAM


[ Why, yes, she's a dumb squishy who Starscream can possibly just crush with his foot, but she likes to think she has enough leverage with the Cybertronians now. ]

Date: 2020-05-09 07:15 am (UTC)
forceshadowed: (πŸ”° 23)
From: [personal profile] forceshadowed
YOU CAN'T POSSIBLY UNDERSTAND BECAUSE YOU DON'T CARE FOR ANYONE OTHER THAN YOURSELF

[ Terminate her apprenticeship prematurely? Fine. She's just going to take her babies. (Not that she's clearly thinking this through at the moment.)

She does have half a mind to turn off the capslock and try to sound a little more calm in her messages. Of course, she's anything but that. ]


If only those who care only for themselves and are unable to feel anything but their own self-interest have the capability for objectivity, then you should continue your dealings with the Supreme Leader
You two are a matched pair, you're perfect for each other

Date: 2020-05-09 08:08 am (UTC)
forceshadowed: (⚜️ 05)
From: [personal profile] forceshadowed
[ Okay, that's just... Jane's anger settles into a cold, quiet fury, though the alcohol and whatever else she might've consumed that night continue to try to cloud her thoughts with their pleasant, persistent buzzing. But something about what Starscream's said has struck her, and now she's just seething. ]

What you don't understand is that there are things some of us are not simply able to "get over" from

[ She starts to type: ] I don't need to wait until tomorrow, I KRIFFING QUIT YOU ASSHOLE

[ But before she could hit Send, she senses a collective wave of worry and panic and confusion, though it feels so far away that she has to stop and concentrate, brows furrowing as she tries to make sense ofβ€”

The protoforms. Stars, her babies.

She stares at the comm in her hands. She could leave, she could quit, and she could take the protoforms with her. But will they survive? Not without Knock Out, she knows that with certainty. What did she know about raising children, let alone children of an entirely different species?

She erases the rest of her response and lets the conversation end there, before reaching out haphazardly with the Force to the protoforms, trying to offer them comfort and solace. I'm here, she assures them. I'm okay, and I'm not going anywhere. Just angry. Not that she thinks they'll understand, but that's the best she can give them right now. ]

Β» forceshadowed

Date: 2020-07-31 02:13 am (UTC)
redcosmedic: (one-hundred-twenty-six.)
From: [personal profile] redcosmedic
As much as I appreciate you defending my honour and all, you can't keep being at odds with Starscream over what happened.

Date: 2020-08-01 01:59 am (UTC)
forceshadowed: (πŸ”… 18)
From: [personal profile] forceshadowed
You're just going to let him get away with it?

Date: 2020-08-01 02:11 am (UTC)
redcosmedic: (one-hundred-ten.)
From: [personal profile] redcosmedic
He's already gotten away with it. He got what he wanted. Hoping that he'll feel guilty about it or realize what he did was sparkless is like hoping a galaxy starts spinning backwards, it's never going to happen.

You've got a lot more to lose than the illusion of civility if the alliance you two have comes apart, and honestly so does Cybertron. The bigger picture is what's important here, and that's not my emotional state.

Date: 2020-08-01 10:34 am (UTC)
forceshadowed: (πŸ”… 20)
From: [personal profile] forceshadowed
[ Ugh. She knows that. It's just... it's less hoping that Starscream will feel guilty about it and more just Jane being pouty about the whole thing. ]

But you're my friend, Knock Out.

[ It's a futile argument. Not that she means it any less. ]

Date: 2020-08-01 12:41 pm (UTC)
redcosmedic: (seven.)
From: [personal profile] redcosmedic
You are, and I appreciate that. But it's time to be pragmatic about this.

[ Not that what Starscream had done hurts Knock Out any less now than before. What Jane had witnessed that night was proof of it. But he's doing his best to keep himself on an even keel and Jane's continued presence helps with that. If the fallout from between her and Starscream ends in her sent away from Cybertron, he isn't sure what could happen to the protoforms, and they're just about the only thing keeping the medic going right now. ]

Date: 2020-08-05 12:44 pm (UTC)
forceshadowed: (πŸ”… 04)
From: [personal profile] forceshadowed
I'm not apologizing. You can't make me.

[ She can act like nothing had happened. She can pretend it had been a night of drunken decisions and that doesn't remember any of it. But she refuses to apologize. Even if that's the only way she can stand up for Knock Out now. ]

Date: 2020-08-05 02:49 pm (UTC)
redcosmedic: (three.)
From: [personal profile] redcosmedic
The good news is that I doubt he'll expect you to. If you just carry on as usual, he'll likely not give it a second thought.

[ He is sorry that she found out what Starscream was like in this way and for the part Knock Out had played in it, unwilling or not. Starscream, against all logic and reason, appeared to like Jane, or at least enjoy having her around. Knock Out had privately wondered if she might not even instill some better traits in him before this apprenticeship was over. Maybe it was a flight frame and pilot thing. Primus knew Starscream could do with someone to talk about that sort of thing. They'd both seemed to really be in sync.

But now... with Jane acting as she was, Knock Out couldn't imagine that she'd go out of her way to engage him in anything beyond the basics required for what she had to. He certainly couldn't fault her for it.

But Knock Out felt guilty anyway, for another failure on his part to better manage himself, for letting Starscream get the upper hand in such an obvious way. Pit, he was a mess. ]

Date: 2020-08-07 12:44 pm (UTC)
forceshadowed: (πŸ’  56)
From: [personal profile] forceshadowed
Wow he's even more of an asshole than I thought.
Maybe I should fly us into an ambush again. Or scratch his wings when we're out flying.


[ She's really just being petty and grumbly now. But since Knock Out's called her out, she's actually starting to step back and reevaluate her situation. He's right, she can't afford to jeopardize her position now. Especially not after that ambush. At the end of the day, her best chance of getting anything done is still this apprenticeship. ]

Date: 2020-08-07 07:16 pm (UTC)
redcosmedic: (twenty-three.)
From: [personal profile] redcosmedic
Everyone's a little damaged, Jane.

[ They'd just come out of a several million year war, one that had amplified and enabled the worst behaviours in all of them, regardless of their faction. None of them were saintly before the war, but it certainly hadn't done their race any favours. (And honestly, it was a wonder half of them were still functionally sane at all.) ]

I'm not telling you what you can or can't do. I just don't want everything to go to Pit because I was selfish.

Date: 2020-08-17 09:59 am (UTC)
forceshadowed: (πŸ”… 20)
From: [personal profile] forceshadowed
I know.

[ She gets that, truly. Although she can't imagine what it's even like for them, given that they have such long lives. She's not even thirty and she's already tired of all the wars and the fighting and just being... well, damaged. ]

Don't worry, I won't let it get to that.
I just... I'm sorry, Knock Out.

Date: 2020-08-18 03:41 am (UTC)
redcosmedic: (one-hundred-twenty-six.)
From: [personal profile] redcosmedic
Thank you.

[ Her sympathy means more to him than she probably realizes. But he doesn't want her to second guess herself now that it sounds like she'll give Starscream another chance. ]

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